Why am I doing this?

Monday, May 05, 2008

I posted a record time today at the Doctor's office. I swear I was in and out in 10 minutes flat.

32 weeks! I cannot even believe it. Where did the time go. Halloween was yesterday and I was fighting throwing up. (For the record, I never did!)

I was thinking last night about giving birth...that is not the hard part. After Dillon was born, I had had really bad post-partum depression. I am so scared that it will happen again. Talk about feeling like an absolute FREAK. If you have had it, you know what I mean. Mine was not the "baby blues" it was full blown. I am trying to stay positive and think that I know what it is now, I can fight it and it will not control me like it did then. I guess we'll see!


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