Why am I doing this?

Sunday, March 29, 2009

I have felt a little off yesterday and today. Not sure if it is the weather or what. I am having some serious sadness about my babies. Dillon is now approaching 4!! And my baby...almost 10 months old!! How can that be? Brodie is standing on his own from about 5 - 10 seconds. He is walking around holding on to everything he can find.

Have you ever noticed that once your baby becomes a toddler, people all the sudden don't take as much of an interest in them? It is very bazaar to me. I guess everyone loves a baby!! I can say, a baby does not talk back and question everything like a toddler does.

Hope everyone has a good week. I know those are random thoughts, but you should be use to that by now! ;-)

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Picture time!












I uploaded them to Facebook, so I thought I would post them here too! Note the brothers are partners in crime. They loving tearing up the living room. Dillon actually had to get in the basket to make sure all toys were out. Brodie put each one in his mouth and when Dillon was done, he went into the kitchen to color! Just had to have them out of the basket. I swear!

Thursday, March 19, 2009

So I am most likely going to be without a job come July. Our funding is getting cut due to the budget constraints of the state. Actually, there is a lot more to it than that, but I will not waste my time rehashing it for you. Ask me if you want to know...it is a wicked web.

I am kind of looking for another job. The problem is, I don't know where to start. I like what I do and I guess I am hanging on to it a little too hard. It sucks and it makes me in a bad mood quite a bit. You see, I carry insurance for the family, so that is huge concern. Plus, we cannot live on one salary, so I have to find something. Now is not the time to be looking to switch jobs. There is not a lot out there.

Bottom line is, I am babbling. Please pray for me and my family!

Saturday, March 14, 2009

I have been real sick. I has a flu test and it was negative, so now I am on antibiotics. I feel better, but I am no where near 100% yet. I will not be going back to work till Tuesday per Doctor's orders. That is almost a week off (of course for the wrong reasons!)! Everyone else is sick too. Brodie is on his third round of antibiotics. Dillon is coughing and Jason is coughing and congested.

Brodie is officially 9 months old. He is crawling like speed racer and is walking around everything. He uses his walking toy to go all over. He just can't figure out how to turn it around. I am thinking of starting some cow's milk here in about a month. I know it is early, but we started Dillon early and he is good. Well he is rotten to the core, but I doubt it is from cow's milk!

Anyway, hopefully this next week will bring warmer temperatures and health back to our family!!

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

My baby?

I am sitting here thinking...realizing at in a few more days, my baby will be 9 months old!! Where does time go? The older I get, the faster it goes. I know understand what my mom use to say when we were kids!